A chapter that never existed.

I happend, you happend, we happend, and how come you act like it didn't? What if one morning I woke up, and I decided to tell the world the real reason why you're always the cause why I'm losing sleep and why every morning my eyes somehow looks like I've cried. What if, I told her? Just what if. We'd probably switch positions, you'd be in a more vulnerable position than I am in now. You're lucky I'm not that kind of person, where I would want to ruin somebody else's life just cause I think everything that went wrong is there fault. BUT ONE DAY, I WILL GET THAT COURAGE TO DO SO.

EMERGENCY ROOM - Rihanna ft. Ray L.

"she may believe you, but i never will again".

April 5, 2009 1:05 am
So, I've decided I'll get over what I wrote above for the night. I decided to text my bestfriend in the whole entire world, Kevin cause it seems like we don't talk like we used to. Maybe because we haven't really talked. I mean yes, I have other friends but he's the one I've trusted the longest, the one who's put up with my stubborness the longest. And the one, that NEVER got mad at me for anything I did wrong. No matter how many times I called him names, and slapped/punched him. Never did we end the day where we were mad at eachother. I admit, since he moved I tried trying to get a replacement. I got one, lost it cause he couldn't handle me being stubborn, and right now I got one, but its not the same which makes me miss him. You take helllla days to reply, hahaha! SIGH* Or maybe I'm just using this so I don't think about that cheatinassjerk And if you're reading this; GOOOOOOD, now fuck off you liar.