A Twist in My Story.

I feel like it's been a while,readers. Life kind of decided to go downhill for the past two days, and then decided it'd drop a bomb on me that would potentially make me twist and turn at night. He finally realized, and I'm really hoping this isn't just a big joke because now my heart is open and I'm probably gonna end up with a heartache. Anyways, well he came over last night 'till like 1030, and it was nice not to hold feelings back, but I'm also afraid of those feelings. Ugh, I feel numb and stuck in agony. As you can see, 3am in the morning, I can't sleeep and I'm exhausted. I got school, top 8 till hellla late at night, then top 8 on Saturday, then Cami's party. I don't even have time for me, and stupid school work is bringing me down. Sigh, God please hold my hand through this.