Awkward State.

Okay well the past few days have been good. It deffinetly had it's moments though. So lastnight, I was talking to him and the conversation was goood and then it went sour. I noticed everytime the topic "heart" comes up, our conversation goes downhill. Ugh, it's frustrating. His mind and body wants me, but his heart is struggling to let go of someone else. I mean I understand, but it's flipping' confusing in my part. I was starting to get really annoyed so I was just like Gooodnight, but a feeling of uncontentment was killing me so I called him and asked if he was okay cause judging from the way our convo ended it deffinetly wasn't good and I didn't want to go to bed mad and wake up feeling stupid in the morning. We ended up talking, till we fell asleep but ugh my ass decided she was gonna cry on the phone -__- I couldn't hold it in, but it was nice that he was the one telling me to stop crying and that it's okay. Only thing that really gets me mad is the fact that to me, I don't feel that he's trying to let go even if he probably is. He's stuck; which makes me bring my guard up to the max. Sigh, I don't know. He's very honest with me though, and we really communicate well so I guess that's a plus.