PLAY YOUR CARDS RIGHT.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Two week notice.
Well I decided it just didn't feel right anymore and I GOT WHAT I WANTED out of the whole relationship bullshit. It was just for passing time to help me with trying to get over stupid dumb bitch. Ugh, he's just always around and it bugs the shit out of me. Get out of my site seriously. I officially burned a billion bridges with my "friends" this week. Hahaha I love giving cold shoulders. I don't give them unless you give it to me. I mean if you talk to me in person it's not like I'm not going to listen to what you have to say. I'm just tired of having my kindness taken for granted. Fuck you if your trying to bring me down. I've gotten back up from all these falls and I don't need another headache on my shoulder. I'm also tired of having to deal with the same people's the same problem. It's really getting annoying. I could be pessimistic right now if I wanted to but I don't think I can. I'm just good where I'm at and I'm kind of glad I'm out of that confusion. I have another thing to look back to and laugh at. Highfive buddy! BUT NO, I ended probably a lot of friendships this week just because they seem to be useless. I gained 4 in the past 2 weeks, let go of 3. I'm not dwelling, cause there's not a good enough reason why I should. They're just people who gain your trust, screws it over, and loses it. Easily put as that. Nothing new. If they really cared, they would've said something by now. Except one of them, she asked if I was mad at her which clearly I was. Not literally at her, but mostly her actions. I care too much to see her fail in life and that's what she's doing. So when she asked, I was just straight up with it, no sugar coating. Sorry but that's how I choose to live life, and that's that. I don't think I need anyone, actually but I know who has my trust at this exact second. They most definitely know that. I'm procrastinating b/c if I can't get all of this out I can't think. Well, I should give people a two week notice to get them ready for when I decide to walk out of their lives. Told you, I never know who I'll keep in my life.
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