Chasing Pavements.

<-- And that was my tuesday, plus baking brownies for Julez's baseball game. 8) I can be quiet nice, hah. My best friend definitely is too busy to kick it with me. I think he's caught up in normal growing up stuff especially now that he no longer has a girlfriend he's caught up that rebound shit. Whatever, I got mad at him last night cause the little things are really getting to me. Gah, I'm starting to get really impatient. I need to get my license, I need to go job hunting, I need to go plan crap. I believe I'm in a stressful but not really stressful position. I really want to go to the beach one time at least this summer and get a tan. Anyways, ever signed on aim and started to write an IM and eventually not send it. I always do that. Ugh, I'm never strong enough to be the first one to say hello or ask what's been happening or what's wrong. I always, always, always do that. Send that S.O.S. I want to spend money and buy random unnecessary things. I think I am just doomed to chase pavements for the rest of my summer days. Though my summer nights are pretty awesome. Sneaking out and taking the car, hahaha blast. I will again sneak out after thy party. Relationships are totally fading, kbye.

P.S. I think boys who diss other people through rapping is ridiculous. Start dissing when you've reached something, in which you obviously haven't. Grow up; like you're really going to keep those group shit anyways.

I'd love for you to prove me wrong.