there comes a TIME WHERE I DROP THE PAST, AND MOVE FORWARD=) & this summer, i did.

So let's spill. Even though I had such a bipolar day, I made a lot risks, changes, wiser decisions and I'm quite proud of myself. AND if those risks does fuck me over in the future then so be it, AT LEAST I made an effort yaaa feeelz? I'm kinnna feelin' tumblr better though, but I'm having trouble tryna fix it up so I'm not going to bother. I love blogspot. But most my shit is from tumblr, gah. Ohwell. Today, I wanted to smoke. But every time I'd think of actually performing the act, it slipps my mind and I forget. I don't know, days like this is sooo morbid. FUCK. Females are on my nerves, literally. No wonder my bestfriend is a guy; in which we bicker a lot, don't see each other often, but when we do it's nothing like my other friendships. I guess, it's the fact that I can be straight forward about the shit that bothers me. W/ others its just like ahhh keep this to myself, so I don't cause such a big riot. I don't need, nor have a billion. But I don't keep shit from him either, so I'm sure my bestfriend shits on yours.

EX-EFFECT, some evolve to genuine friendships.

I give a billion second chances, tomorrow is my proof. I will re-build bridges in a non-sexual manner. word.