M.I.A.

I'm very M.I.A. right now; as in I'd rather be alone than out. Or I'd be out but I'd rather be myself. Knowing this, I think I can survive without a social life. Maybe not, who knows. If I'm needed, you'll come find me. I understand why some people I know don't consider cell phones a necessary life object. As I said, if it was really important you'd find a way to get it to them. Makes sense doesn't it? In that case, I don't care much for my sidekick anymore. I kind of want a regular phone where I can just call and text, though an iPhone would be great. Only cause it seems way more mature than sidekicks. I don't know, that's just me. It's funny how I spend more time writing shit on here than updating my own friends. Well, I update those who ask specifically but not many. Once again, I don't know why that is so. Another thing I noticed, I do way more house chores without complaining now days. I wake up knowing what I want to do and cancel things I don't want to do. I really think I'm growing up. Minus the part where I have job, there's not many stores that are hiring. Even though, in-n-out is, and it had $10 per hour, I cannot bring myself to work there. Phobia of smelling like cheese burger and french fries all day. Yeah, that's the only reason why. Pathetic, I know. I'll soon get over it. 

BACK BONE; Did I mention I'm growing one, and finally learning from my own repeated mistakes. I said on my last entry I was never going to grow one, but I THINK I might be right now. See I could go celebrate his birthday with him since I was nicely invited, but I'm choosing not to go for my own benefit. It doesn't show how much of a good or a bad friend I am, I'm just protecting myself this time. Or I just know what the future outcome is and besides, he doesn't need me there. It would just mix everything up. He's happy with his new I guess girlfriend and I know I'd just end up making this way to awkward to manage so I rather not. Plus, seeing him happy makes me happy and I mean that. I'd rather keep things this way. Acquaintances.