WE HAVE NEVER

BEEN ONLY

                       JUST FRIENDS.

In all honesty, I don't know what I want when it comes to you. When you're in my life it's kind of a blur in which causes me to want you to not be in it. When you're not I'm a lot more happy yet still lonely which causes me to wonder if you want to come back in. This is so depressing and mind jumbling. I guess you just come in and out on the wrong times. I never get done forgiving, I always let shit slide. When am I going to grow a back bone and stand up for what I feel. Hm, never. 

Summer has been solemn. I've been home with my little brother watching very fascinating movies that gets me all sad inside. I kinda like this, isolation from my social life. Testing the waters, wether I can keep a friendship without actually seeing them in person. Hah, laughing it off.

I really want film on my polaroid and take photography classes.=)

I'd sit at home reading "The Perks of Being a Wallflower" for the second time, while enjoying the summer breeze. Maybe.

"In 20 years, you will be more disappointed in what you didn't do, than what you did."-Mark Twain.

"We were never meant to be, baby we just happened".-Kanye West.

"I wish you were here."-Kate Voegele.

THE STORY OF MY LIFE.

...denial  in my eyes.

I QUIT SMOKING,

forever hopefully.